Memoir

i'm taking a break, probably a long one from poker. i lost half of my roll in 2 weeks. it really affects me emotionally, i cant do shit about it, and this has to stop. shit happens, bye

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downswing mode ON

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i guess this is standard... somewhere, somehow...



notable hands:

obv idiot hits
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next one: "i called pf because i saw you how you donked off w AA before" o rly? gtfo retard, and plz die
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the VERY FUCKING NEXT hand, obv im lifetilted from that dickhead
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and a couple of 60-80bb pots: straight vs flush, set over set, QQ vs AK /obv AAx flop/, and a guy soulreaded me quite hard w a bluff

well shit happens, time to go back, rebuild, and try again! i swear i'll be a NL200 regular this year!


oh and btw: does /did/ anyone from you microstakes grinders have a coach? i'm thinking about getting one, and i'd like to hear your experiences!

gl all!

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it's just funny thats all

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ASFAGASGAGVA SHUT THE FUCK UP U IDIOT BITCH GO TO HELL

HOW THE HELL DO YOU MUTE YOUR FUCKING GIRLFRIEND WHEN SHE TALKS AND TALKS AND TLAKS WITHOUT END WHEN YOU FUCKING TRY TO CONCENTRATE???

i'm gonna kill her i swear

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... i played ~1k hand per day. This will be a little less from now, cuz my exams are coming :S I guess i should post a graph, if anyone is interrested in my progress...

But first, the fun part! I'm working as a PR manager @ 2F Holding. /It's an international company, some might have heard about it/. Tonight is the closing party: we will not work between Christmas and NYE, ship! We got our reservation in one of the finest restaurant in Szeged. There will be food, drinking /to be honest, lots of drinking.../ and workmates like her: God, i will love this party!

I had a great ~11k breakeven/losing streak, which obv fucks my winrate. Whatever, it seems like im over it. I didn't play my A game, and run horribly bad... I'm happy PokerEV doesn't work with PT3, or i would kill myself, that's for sure ^^ And if it works: plz don't tell me how!

Anyway, i'm running normal again /well, if ~11 BB/100 is normal, i guess it should be, since i was a NL100 regular not too long ago, and these morons on 25NL are soo easily exploitable/, playing well, so it seems fine.

I would like to ask for your opinion: did i really play scared money here? Cuz i feels so, i don't know why the fuck :S i have no stats, he recently sat down:
Submitted by : Ezekiell

PokerStars Game #23060054173: Holdem No Limit ($0.10/$0.25) - 2008/12/19 8:48:04 PT [2008/12/19 11:48:04 ET]
Table Baboquivari 6-max Seat #6 is the button
Seat 1: gozer5 ($25 in chips)
Seat 2: fwei87 ($17.30 in chips)
Seat 3: son1981vn ($13.75 in chips)
Seat 4: chappo17 ($13.65 in chips)
Seat 5: Hero ($25.80 in chips)
Seat 6: highfly777 ($26.05 in chips)
gozer5: posts small blind $0.10
fwei87: posts big blind $0.25

Holecards(Odds)
Dealt to Hero
son1981vn: folds
chappo17: calls $0.25
son1981vn is sitting out
Hero: calls $0.25
son1981vn leaves the table
highfly777: folds
gozer5: folds
fwei87: checks

Flop(Odds) (Pot : $0.85)

   
fwei87: checks
chappo17: checks
Hero: bets $0.75
fwei87: folds
chappo17: calls $0.75

Turn(Odds) (Pot : $2.35)

   
chappo17: checks
Hero: checks

River (Pot : $2.35)

   
chappo17: bets $1
Hero: raises $2 to $3
chappo17: raises $4.50 to $7.50
Hero: calls $4.50

Showdown
chappo17: shows (a straight, Ten to Ace)
Hero: shows (a flush, King high)
Hero collected $16.50 from pot

Summary
Total pot $17.35 | Rake $0.85
Board  
Seat 1: gozer5 (small blind) folded before Flop
Seat 2: fwei87 (big blind) folded on the Flop
Seat 3: son1981vn folded before Flop (didnt bet)
Seat 4: chappo17 showed and lost with a straight, Ten to Ace
Seat 5: Hero showed and won ($16.50) with a flush, King high
Seat 6: highfly777 (button) folded before Flop (didnt bet)

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AA vs QQ aipf, QQ vs 57o aipf /lol wtf/, KK vs AJo aipf, and a good old set over set in 3bet pot in 140 hands. fuck my life

Update: i calmed down, started playing again. 2nd fucking hand: i flop top set w 88, we get it in, and he rivers his fucking quads. fuck variance, you bitch!

i'm taking a break, this was too brutal for me

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Fuck, i know it can't last forever, but why does it have to end like this?

2 days ago i had no problems: i was running good @ poker, no health problems, doing great in uni exams.

Now: i' losing or breaking even /ok, no problem, 3 buyins down in 8k hands, this is my smallest problem right now/. I have failed my last 2 exams, fuuuck! Because of this, i have to go and take another shot between Christmas and NYE. Great...
This isn't over yet, the best part: my migraine /aka fucking sick headache asdasfasf/ had to come back, yeah! I can't think, i can't learn, i can barely speak... Fuck this is great! I'm living on Cataflam, which makes me sleepy all the time... I just have to wait till it's over, there is no cure, the drugs make it barely bearable.

I hope this will be over soon, or i will cut my head off, i swear.

gl all!

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Title says all:



I guess k2o4 was right: i'm on a life heater right now

GL all!

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Title says all. I had my first exams in this semester, with success. We had a company party on Thursday. I'm working as a PR manager now btw... Lots of coctails for free, good music, what else do you need? Obv i was there with my gf, we got a bit drunk, and you know, the sex is even better with some alcohol
My internet provider suddenly doubled our brandwith: God, 20 Mbit/s internet, so sweeet!

I'm doing great with poker, too. I'm playing a 17/13 style @NL25, no need to loosen up right now, and i dont have a lot of time to work on my game, so i'm satisfied with my results:



I don't have time to write a long blog post, this sums up my week. I hope someone reads it

GL all!

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