Due to most University exams being over i have some free time now.
I did 2MMA trainings the last 5 days and i was surpised how fucking hard that shit is
lol i wasnt aware how physically exhasuting and also painfull MMA is when i did it 3-5 times a week in the past.
but after 1 month break with absolutely no MMA my first training session made me wonder how in gods name i have such a hobby. lol
we normally train 2-3 hours a session with a 40minute warm up routine 1h technique 20min sparring and another 20 minutes strentgh or otehr stuff like kicking or wrestling endurance excercise etc..
After 30 minutes into the session i was extremle close to puking all over the place ... ( this is not meant as a joke ... i really felt my stomach is going to puke with like 50% chance the next minutes)
luckily i hold ^^ ( yeha Lee)
The first minutes of sparring after 1 month break were also kinda strange.
To be honest i felt a surprising amount of fear and also a nice amount of pain ^^ I was surprised how fast your pain recognition recovers in just 1 month break
But when the MMA training was done i felt so good !
All my bones and muscles hurt ... i was totally exhausted but at the same time i felt like winning the sunday million or whatever.
I dont know why , but figthing MMA gives me some kind of deep inner peace that nothing else can give me.
I am not a hughe guy and i am not a heavyweight ... ( only 173cm and 67KG)
I also dont look like a fighter and i am not extraordinary good at it. ( though I am not bad at fighting i am also nothing special. I know my stuff and i trained a good amount in the past. I love fighting and i have hard bones and can take lots of damage ^^ Hopefully i might win some little amateur torunaments in germany within the next 12 month but i am not the material of a Real born fighter who will ever make it to UFC or whatever )
Nevertheless when i Fight i kinda feel free, happy and alive.
My 2nd train after the break was on Friday and i also noticed i get used to it pretty fast again.
Well what have i been doing the last days except for MMA ?
Poker u might guess ? ( yeha that actually was my plan)
But instead i played a shitload of Diablo 2 on B.net.
Lol this game makes me addicted even though i dont really like it that much ...
Its just that i cant stop playing the game when its on my harddrive
I played it average of 5-7h a day in the last weeks T_T
I deleted it from my harddrive just 30 minutes ago ... cause i cant see myself stopping this total waste of time otherwise
NOte to self : Dont buy Diablo3 ever !
I even ended up rushing people trhough Act1-5normal with my Lvl 71 necoro for free ....
DOnt know why i waste my precious time with helping other people to level up in a computer game >-<
Well the game itself is good and funny but i cant say its an outstanding Diamond like Broodwar ...
Its more addicting though.
Okay i hope i will play more poker now that i dont have D2 anymore
Here are some Nice MMA and other martial arts videos i like
MMA GSP ( My favourite fighter )
Ryu Narushima in Kyokushin ( He has so sick speed and nice technique)
MMA upsets and underdog wins ( Also including the the Underdog Fedor beating the Pride champ Nogueira for the first time
+ BJ beating Hughes , Conan beating Anderson Silva with the sickest submission in MMA history. ( flying scissor Heel hook)
my friend and main Trainigs partner from my MMA dojo fighting in an amateur competition ( with helmets but headbutts allowed)
Yeha ....
run bad at Nl200 shoot when having a 5K bankroll
-> run bad at Nl100
-> cash out ~ 2K when having a 4,3K bankroll
Continue to run bad at Nl100
continue to run bad at Nl100 HU being underrolled
-> Nl50
weee here we go....
The good thing :
Nl50 is so fucking easy that u need to run beyond good and evil or suck at poker to not make some profits
The bad thing :
Its also fucking boring since Semi-tight agressive ABC all the way is the most profitable style ..
Trying to outplay opponents is fun , but simply not as + EV on Nl50 as ABC all the way.
Only question on Nl50 always is : How does my Range vs opponents value betting range or calling range here considering the action on all streets ...
Thats the only thing u have to consider on Nl50 ... and i guess it becomes boring quite fast ...
SO after my latest NL100 downswing i was so frustrated that i didnt poker for a day and played 12h of Diablo2 on B.net without a break >-<
I am Lvl 51 necro Nightmare Act2 now ... and i dont have a clue about D2 at all ( i played it in soloplayer but never really in multiplayer)
However it helped to make me feel better a bit
and so i started a 1 hour Nl50 6max session today
Well i got cooled and sucked out a shitload ... but i also got payed of so easy whenever i had a hand.
Well thats Nl50
everybody sucks >-<
Plans are to really grind the next days
to be able to be comfortable rolled for NL100 again
i aim for 3K hands a day at Nl50 6max
I am going of to MMA trianing now ( havent been there for 1 month
we havent met for quite a while
last 10 days we had the unfortunate "pleasure" to meet again
I almost forgot that u exist.
- 1,5K (15 buy ins) last 10 days ( still up + 1,4K for the month overall which is okay)
So now i know again how it feels to lose every pot u play no matter what ure edge or cards are ...
Thx for reminding me and now go away
Todays session : started like usual >-< ( meaning like all my last sessions since my downswing came back went ..)
- 7 buy ins in and i couldnt win a hand ....
Whenever i bluffed -> villian had nutz
Whenever i had a draw it didnt hit
whenever villian had a draw it hit
whenever i had a hand villian had absolutely nothing and folded or had a monster and got my stack ...
well thats poker
after like 700 hands i started to slowly run kinda normal in terms of luck and things worked out better.
managed to make back like 5 buy ins the next 900hands
So i hope the Downswing is over now
NL 100 HU - 1,5K at worst point
Nl100 6max - 500$ at worst point
all in maybe 4K hands played ... ( lol - 20 buy ins in 4 K hands >_<)
Overall i am still very happy since i dont have any exams this month and can spend all my time playing poker all day + MMA Training
That will rock hardcore.
Well i decided to finally upload the video
It was in 2006 when a bunch of friends and i walked down a street after some party ... then we see a guy doing some strange things on teh street.
we went closer and realized its an old school buddy of us ...
Well he is pretty retarded but this was the most retarded thing ive seen in my life i guess.
he was licking blood from the streets ...
He told us that few minutes before there was an accident where someone got cut deep in his feet and lost lots of blood ...
This is the blood we were looking at.
Friend of mine insta put on the video camera of his phone and filmed the following movie...
Whole Chat is in german but its basically like :
We : Hey Guy .. what the fuck are u doing
Guy : I am licking blood from teh streets
We : Wtf that fucked up shit ... ure not running normal in your brains
He : says some things about how the blood tastes and that it is all good and stuff
We : Well and what if he had AIDS ?
He : stops for a momment realizing what he is doing ^^ ...
He : Well i asked the guy who had the accident if he has Aids and he said no ...
he ; His name is Max and i assume hes a good guy and good people dont have Aids ..
We : How are we supposed getting women when u do such shit lol ....
balbla
lol
enjoy
here is a small picture with music "best of that happening" that another friend made
Well , many of u may think this is a very bad descision
but somehow i feel it was the right thing to do
so i reached 4900 BR yesterday being up ~ 3K $ for the month ...
I was to take my first Nl200 shoots today
well went ofc not good ...
played bad run bad went down to Nl100 and tilted away another buy in - 510$ in 20 minutes overall ...
I took the descision that i probably shall grind out Nl100 for a little longer
overall there is enough money to be made at Nl100 to satisfy me for the momment.
I just rememberd when i tried to move up to Nl100 the first few times ...
overall i lost 1,7K in 3 shoots .... before i finally managed to make ~3K profits out of it ...
I am so not keen on this happening at Nl200 and losing half to 2/3 of the money i made this month due to titly shoots desperatly trying to become a Nl200 reg ...
So i cashed out 2K of my roll reaving myself behind with 2,4K for Nl100 6max...
this makes sure i wont play Nl200 in the near future cause after cashout i am nowhere close to being rolled for it
I will just grind out and profit in the limits i know i beat
I had a sick breakthrough in poker the last months skillwise and moneywise by far in July ...
And i somehow feel i need more time to get used to the new situation from a psychological point of view.
I feel like i fucked up RL a bit cause of not being able to really deal with my recent success in poker
i hope this will keep me down on earth and concentrate on school and stuff a bit more
here is an update of what happend to the 100$ i cashed in stars 4 days ago to be able to rail deadmans final table in chat
i played micro till i reached 120$
then i played 2 tables of NL100 HU buyin in for 60$ each
I did this till i reached 500$ then started to 2 table with 100$ buy ins from there.
now i still 2 table HU Nl100 with full buy in
micro stakes baller as i am i am too cool to learn for that shit
so i was prepaired to harcore fail
I watched deadman and tim playing the sunday million yesterday and allso chatted with another buddy who is a poker player , too
so after being > 12 BB on all sites for all games i played this month
Nl100 6max ipoker 16BB/100
Nl50 Ipoker 20BB/100
Nl100 ipoker Heads up 20BB/100
Nl100 stars HU > 20BB/100
Nl10 stars > 30 BB/100
Nl5 stars > 160BB/100
also cashed in all SNGS i played
2,1K profits in 8K hands ftw
I reach the university builing today
i was in a sad mood knowing i will fail hardcore in the exams
then i see lots of people staying in a crowd outsite of the building
i wonder : wtf ?
Exiting people talking all over the place that there was a big crash in the main computer network of the university and so exams will be delayed for 1 week if they dont fix the problem till 12.30pm
So i wait for 30 minutes and nothing happens
University lecturer comes out and says that they didnt manage to fix the problem
ship gg
eaz life
but my luckbox hasnt ended yet ...
12.40pm he gets a call that problems are fixed and everything is ready to go
well but he allready sent people home at 12.30pm so we still dont have to write the exams
OMG i probably am the sickest luckbox on earth right now ( maybe except for timdawg)
i am writing this from the university computer atm
lol
Pokerstars stats Saturday/sunday/monday
On July 14 2008 07:06 Cro)Deadman wrote:
LOL du bist ein ficken lucksack
Originally i didnt want to make blogposts anymore before i reach 5K roll ( 3,5K atm)
but this was just too funny ....
And deserves a small post
So i see that Liquidpoker post of Deadman being at a Final Table at stars ..
I want to rail but dont have money on it
ofc i ship in 100$ to be able to rail my buddy Deadman properly
while railing i thought i may play some stars poker 1 tabling for fun
this was 2 days ago
I also luckboxed a 4 player HU SNG and some other sng
Roll is made from 100$ to 660$ in 5 hours net work
Ty Dan <3 lol
well Nl100 stars seems sooo soft at weekends i am almost shocked.
( however small sample size as always)
GL all
EDIT
made another couple a dollars
see what i can make of 100$ in just 6 1/2 hours of play ?`
officially broke the 2000$ net profit mark for July .
fucked up a passwort thing today >-<
now account frozen for some small time
i can t play and i almost go insane atm ... just because i cant play Poker for maybe 1-3 days ...
lol
not sure if this is a good or bad sign ...
this is my first day without poker for like over a month ...
edit :
I am a degen ...
cashed 100$ into stars ...
played Nl100 HU bought in for 60$ on table
sittkng at 349$ now .. lol