So I went working out, then I decided to play some more. Lost another 5bi. I don't actually think I play good or anything, it's just that I can't fold my overpairs (biggest losers today) and I get really passive when I'm afraid of every hand. I think I managed to 3betbluff pf once over about 3k hands today.
I know this looks like huge rant blog right now which I kinda despise (hint!) so I'll come to the point. I need to take a break. Right now I'm down probably something like 15bi or so for the month, haven't checked to closely but in that neighbourhood. I hate giving up weekend fish and such, but fuck it, unless I run and better it's not like I can win in any reasonable mid stakes game anyway. Therefore; break for a week. No more poker on prima until next Wednesday. Only poker I will allow me to play is primas sunday donkament (150k grtd or whatever) and donkaments and small/midstakes omaha/HU on FTP.
I need time to get back on track and I should work out/write stuff etc more anyway. No "GL" or "You'll come back" posts please, although appreciated I feel weak when people have the need to write that. Of course I'll be back, but somewhere you'll have to draw the line.
If anyone sees me playing higher then 1/2 on prima with the exceptions of what I wrote before (that donkament) before Wednesday CET (It's GMT +1 or -1 or whatever, it's to the right of London etc) I'll give 10k SEK (about 1k€) to a charity of your picking. It has to have a Swedish bank account I can send to or something else so that'd it be easy/safe for me to give away the money. I reserve the right to refuse sending to anything obviously immoral and/or stupid (from my point of view, which is really libertarian) so it'll have to help people in need. Won't send it to save some fucking whale or promote communism etc.
The good thing is that I'm still very well rolled for 3/6 and only down 10bi or so since I got home (of which half will be returned to me in form of rakeback). The bad part is that I'm now apparently incapable of beating anyone. I just played some dude who I strongly suspect had a lower IQ then my shoe size, and I'm fairly sure it was in the negatives. I was up like 5-6 bi and then the poker gods turned away from me. Think I'm down like 3.5k today, out of which 700 was to this dude. Ohh well, was bound to happen, no big deal. I guess I'll go work out or something.
** Hand # 2657962705 starting - 2009-06-12 00:28:07
** DeepStack 161 [Hold 'em] (3.00|6.00 NL - Cash Game) Real Money
KalleKanin sitting in seat 1 with €636.00
rossemcity sitting in seat 2 with €525.53
value_town sitting in seat 3 with €1541.90
bartboos sitting in seat 4 with €1200.00
Hero sitting in seat 5 with €3001.75
King_J sitting in seat 6 with €1047.90[Dealer]
KalleKanin posted the small blind - €3.00
rossemcity posted the big blind - €6.00
Holecards(Odds) value_town raised to €21.00
bartboos folded
Hero called - €21.00
King_J called - €21.00
KalleKanin raised to €102.00
rossemcity called - €102.00
value_town folded
Hero called - €102.00
King_J folded
So far this month I've played like 18k hands mid stakes hold'em and maybe 1-2k hands of 1/2 omaha just to get FTP-points for my CR-subscription. I think I've played my A-game maybe 1/3rd of the time, which is a lot more then I usually do, and since I didn't play many hands at all for the first week of the month due to my exams (which I did decent enough on, I think) I'm very happy with the amount of hands and somewhat happy with how I've been playing. I was down a bit in the beginning, then hit a big rush but lost maybe 10 buy ins today and yesterday. Overall I'm up a couple of buy ins and I've also raked a shitton due to how many hands I've played which owns since my rakeback will be huge in the end of the month. I hope to play 75k hands this month, which would be like 20k more then I've ever played before. I also feel that I might start table selecting a bit.
And since some regs seems to read this blog:
Utregfan: You sucked ass before, please start spewing like a retard again. The new you is annoying. Also, I'd like to state that I respect you for actually trying to start games by playing HU. Most retarded good-for-nothing waste of space regs either hit n' run or just sits out when someone tries to start something. Also, even though you're an evil luckbox (AKo vs AKs !!!!) it's superfun to play you.
I'm free to choose who I see any old time I'm free to bring who I choose any old time Love me hold me love me hold me I'm free any old time to get what I want
- The Great Philosophy Jagger (anyone got that one?)
So no more school for a couple of months, and no "real" school for a year or maybe a year and a half. Just made a new DB. Gonna play 100k hands of 2/4 and 3/6 before I go up and play 5/10 again. I've made a bit of money so far this year but I'm not sure how mcuh and it's not more then 2/3rds or so of what I wanted to make.
Right couple of minutes ago a I actually got superowned by a 2/4 reg too. Felt weird, lol.
Had a blast yesterday and even though my two oldest lawbuddiss couldn't make it to the party I'd like to say thanks to everyone who was there and made it a great night. Also, rednaluks statement just before he went home will go down as one of the greatest lines I've heard in a long while. Other then that the religious one bought a beer, asians are great but they've got shitty taste in guys, I need to work out and look more aggressive, The fat one and his brother are sort of fun to hang out with.
Yea well, after this little session (guess were I started today?) to calm my nerves I guess Lady Luck owns me good questions on the exam. I feel that I might sometimes be sitting in unnecessary hard games when I play 5/10. There's only like maybe 6-7 really bad regs there for my standards so now when I'm supposed to "go pro" or whatever it's called I think I'll try to play exclusively 3/6 for maybe 100k hands or so. Would be fun to actually get make sure that I win every month again rather then having swings of 20k every 2nd month or so.