I plan on surprising my fiance with a trip to someplace...
Specifically someplace in the USA. Or if not TOO far away. I don't think I can make a trip to Europe or Asia... My trip to Cancun was easily one of the worst experiences in my life :[ even heavily medicated from an uber drug, still felt like shit.
Anyways :
Looking between...
Florida, Cali, and NYC. We'd go in the middle of March if that makes any difference.
Ronan wrote this song because his g/f died. He's never and still has never wrote a song for another person.
Saddest song of them all..
/Drinking
It's colder than before
The seasons took all they had come for
Now winter dances here
It seems so fitting don't you think?
To dress the ground in white and grey
It's so quiet I can hear
My thoughts touching every second
That I spent waiting for you
Circumstances affords me
No second chance to tell you
How much I've missed you
My beloved do you know
When the warm wind comes again
Another year will start to pass
And please don't ask me why I'm here
Something deeper brought me
Than a need to remember
We were once young and blessed with wings
No heights could keep us from their reach
No sacred place we did not soar
Still, greater things burned within us
I don't regret the choices that I've made
I know you feel the same
My beloved do you know
How many times I stared at clouds
Thinking that I saw you there
These are feelings that do not pass so easily
I can't forget what we claimed as ours
Moments lost though time remains
I am so proud of what we were
No pain remains, no feeling
Eternity awaits
Grant me wings that I might fly
My restless soul is longing
No pain remains, no feeling
Eternity awaits
My beloved do you know
When the warm wind comes again
Another year will start to pass
And please don't ask me why I'm here
Something deeper brought me
Than a need to remember
My beloved do you know
How many times I stared at clouds
Thinking that I saw you there
These are feelings that do not pass so easily
I can't forget what we claimed as ours
Moments lost though time remains
I am so proud of what we were
No pain remains, no feeling
Eternity awaits
Grant me wings that I might fly
My restless soul is longing
No pain remains, no feeling
Eternity awaits
Moments lost though time remains
I am so proud of what we were
No pain remains, no feeling
Eternity awaits
Grant me wings that I might fly
My restless soul is longing
No pain remains, no feeling
Eternity awaits
Moments lost though time remains
I am so proud of what we were
No pain remains, no feeling
Eternity awaits
Grant me wings that I might fly
My restless soul is longing
No pain remains, no feeling
Eternity awaits
if u read my early blog I write about dropping out, but I've never wanted to go back anymore than I do right now. ITS ONLY JANUARY >_<
fuck so long away.
tired of this FT grind knowing I can do 100x better in 10 years.
Poker is kinda meh. breakeven days after breakeven days. frustrating but I know if I stick to it I'll see a turnaround soon enough.
Goals for 2008
-Go To College [Carthage or Mankato]
-Have 20k saved up for college [by the last day I work]
-Have 8k in my stars account [by the end of the year]
-STUDY MY ASS OFF AND TRY FOR ONCE IN MY FUCKING LIFE
I'm tired of mediocrity. I'm tired of being tired. If I don't do well this year in college... I really don't know what'd I would do.
I have great people around me in my life and for whatever reason I fuck up every time I need to take control and live up to what I hear I can be, and I know I can be.
Didn't mean to drag this out but ya...
<3 LP
Hope 2008 goes a lot better than 2007.
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