watched first 4 episodes when i was in LA last year then completely forgot about this gem.
just downloaded 1 and 2nd seasons. acting is great, style is very similar to shield, dylan mcdermont and his co stars are very good here. check it out if you love shield and or the wire.
- it's next to impossible
- havent played a lot past weeks, mindset cannot handle any sort of variance, on extreme ragetilt when i see beats
- ecigs help a ton
- head is so fucked up right now i cant even play a hand when i sit down and end up closing stars client
- mood swings daily, crazy thoughts about quitting poker, grinding 200kvpp in 3 months , cashing out, getting out of stars again etc lol
i wont be going back to smoking, its a promise that ive made which i intend to keep, thats why my head is really fucked up right now. last time i went to the gym i just felt smoking cut my wind down to like 5% remaining lol, hated it and finally thought of giving up smoking afer 23 years (started when i was 14, have not quit a single day averaging 1pack a day ) but since poker i think its been up to 2packs or more daily.
im an sc2 hater so im shit out of luck with regards to sc's imminent demise . ive already accepted it and jsut wanna watch the remainder of games available if any, then quit following rts games. anyone here still in touch with infos and schedules for pro sc games to be played? i really hope there's still some till the year ends
can't we just have a new movie/trailer/torrent thread stickied like they do in TL?
makes it easy to recommend and ppl can see it asap( coz when i post its on torrent with a screener copy anyway)
- got a very good nights sleep after, when i woke up felt really tired, but after shower, zing! its like im so recharged
- feel really warmer than usual, like i wanna do something and stay away from comp (a very good thing obv)
- overall felt great the whole day but at night really very very tired. this shit kinda works :D http://www.phiten.com/english/about_phiten/index.html
then started to try these electronic cigarettes jsut today:
-? any opinions or experiences with these, they taste like cigarettes (smoke, flavor etc)
i just heard of nicotine overdoses but i dont understand how that happens
some charged per/hour(i wanted profit sharing)
some gave me a boner with beautiful unrealistic arrangements then zero follow ups wtf massive joke or drunk goof whatever
some disappeared from skype,msn,pm
some guy with 1 post gave me gave me his ptrs as reference which had huge losses lols another prank i suppose(nice that made he laugh at least)
it's all good though, some made me laugh other just saddened me, made me realize this poker business is really competitive and hard, lots of stuff come up and it's really hard to get any relatively (free)help anymore. this is probably the reason why coaching, whether predatory or not, overpriced etc still works. at least these guys are around all the time.
back to 50nl i guess haha. np
i can really probably rely on myself - FOREVER ALONE lol
is this impossible now? pls someone who can beat this take me up on coaching/profit sharing long term. i keep whining about rigged bullshit but my redline at 100nl can definitely make me a winner since im breakeven for the year at this limit so if i fix that ( redline is really bad at 100nl) i think i can become a solid winner. i only need a couple lessons a month, mostly just HH questions and just plain perspective from a coach who crushes this and does it with ease, i think that alone can really give me the confidence i need. i can beat 50nl so i dont think its really gonna be that hard to teach me to beat 100nl. free monies for like a couple of hours of your time a month? ive got some coaching offers before but i think theyre busy/changed their mind etc.
here are majority of my leaks ( as i have noticed over hands ) ::
blind vs blind (i am very uncomfortable most times here, ends up being a guessing game)
getting 3bet by an aggro guy in position ( i usually fold and tighten up , then i finally get a hand and fucking guy has aa/kk/aks/qq and i have to bet/call JJ/1010/ako )
bet sizing postflop, (when i have a hand)
single raised pots in general
REDLIIIIIIIIIIIIIINE (prob my worst leak)
I know these are fairly fundamental, and i have no problem at lower stakes since obv people respect my raises more lol. srsly an lper needs help here, and this can be mutually beneficial for both of us without too much hassle - you only lose some of your time