finally a nice session!
ConquistadoR, Feb 14 2007
just finished a session, finally ran very good. lee must have heard my prayers!

gonna play more later, and play the 3$+R tourney! holla
been some time...
ConquistadoR, Feb 12 2007
My internet has been dead the last few days, so i couldnt play .
planning a nice session today though, hope everything works out! gogo
Update:
so i just finished my session, not too content but at least i had a winning one.

hope i start to run ok again now, wanna leave this crappy limit behind me.
fpp for $650 bonus is at 1372/4550 now.
AAAAAAAIGHT
A bad start...
ConquistadoR, Feb 07 2007
So i played a short session today. First played some 3$ sngs, broke pretty much even there.
Then i started playing some nl25, it went good first, but then it happened. Every AA got sucked out on, set vs overset, etc. All in all another solid losing session, not unexpected, which brings my br down to 419$. Probably shouldnt even play nl25 anymore, im just hoping i can finally stop running bad. At least i played very good and didnt tilt 1 time.

My plan is to get 3 of the 650$ fpp store bonuses, and for each one to clear i need to collect 4550 base fpps. so moving down isnt really a option, i barely get fpps even at nl25. Im probably one of the only platinumstar thats playing at nl25 lol. =[
Here you can see after 3 days of playing, still not a big process.

Or maybe ill just get like 7 ipods and sell them over ebay to get my roll back faster,hmm.
Here is my pathetic graph for today. Planned on playing 2k hands at least, but i stopped because i could feel the anger and tilt coming.

Well at least im still in the 3$+R. Not like im gonna win anything though.
Introducion
ConquistadoR, Feb 06 2007
Hey everybody, welcome to my little blog! 
Here is my poker story for those of you who are interested. Ill try to keep it shortly :
I'm a former nl200-400 stakes player that has started from 5 dollars and has built his br within pretty much 1 year. (Started in 2005 november or december to play seriously, before that i did some playmoney, freerolls, etc.)
I kinda crushed every stake i played and have made some very nice profit in the last year. In november + december, i had kind of a long long bad run, but both months still were profitable at least.
Cashed out a lot at these times, and before that as well, to pay for my expensive lifestyle and thought i could never start losing over longer periodes at poker. Big mistake, i spent so much money on nothing, while stunting my bankroll enourmously. Nevertheless, life was great.
So at the start of this year i was playing nl200 with pretty much 20 buyins, had a bad start and dropped like 5-6 buyins directly at the first session this year. Ofc i refused to move down, very very bad.
So i basically managed to lose a big part of my br on these stakes, then i was even underolled for nl100, still i played it. Made a big part of my roll back, but then started losing it again. At least 3-4 times this has repeated itself. Well, to cut a long story short, i am currently down to 450$ since today (new down record) losing the last hundreds in various games such as nl 50 and nl 25.
Dont really know what to do anymore feeling kinda lost, but i hope this blog can help me a bit with releasing anger, etc and just write down my feelings, and results etc. Ill try to put in interesting subjects as well. So this blog is dedicated to my process in (hopefully) rebuilding my br, moving back up in stakes, and rebuilding/improving my player abilities. I just hope i will manage to get back to my old limits again, i know that i can beat them.
GO ME! Wish me gl. 
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