So... I'm not working on the road anymore. It's too hard on me mentally to have to be alone for 3 months at a time, never having anyone or anything... whatever, I have been home for a month or so, hoping to pick up where i left off being a microstakes balla (lol yeah right). I can't win at poker though, i had a 4k bankroll when i came home + money in the bank and i'm busto now. Granted that a lot of that was lost playing like $500 wcoop events and shit (I really blame wcoop for being busto) and once i got under 2k i just started gambling excessively playing games I couldn't afford to be in like nl100 hu and stuff trying to use variance as my double-edged sword and reclaim some sort of realistic bankroll for sustaining life. My bank account is dwindling to say the least and I have applied for all kinds of IT jobs but no one has contacted me at all.
I'm really started to get concerned with my well being, I don't know how long I can coast but I hope I can find some hole to give me some wiggle room and find the light at the end of the tunnel and direct myself towards it.
I'm going back to school in the winter as a more humble individual and I think i'm ok with being normal. I haven't really decided what I want to go for 100% yet but I think I either want to be a teacher or a network administrator or something.
Guess I'm gonna go play some aion... maybe try to turn some fpps into cash or something, prob taking a break from poker for a while strictly because of my financial status although poker is such an integral part of my daily habits I have no idea how the fuck I am going to be able to maintain myself without having my day mostly based on grinding.
So baseball is going great, i hit 90 mph last thursday. I think its looking like i'll be a starter, so i couldn't be happier. In other news, i got tickets to the Dallas Cowboys first ever game in their new $1.1 billion stadium. (pics in the spoiler, it was fucking awesome) The tickets were "party plaza", and it was fucking sweet. I took a girl i met to the game, we had a great time.
Just thought i'd update ya'll!!! + Show Spoiler +
105,121 people in attendance, a new record.
Ariel image of the stadium and the parkinglot on the jumbotron.
The biggest screen in the world.
they had a water fountain and a bunch of fords inside the stadium.
girl that i took
A see of 105,121 people!! it was hard to get everyone in. I was on the 2nd row of the 2nd tier, it was FULL of people.
home!!! out of god awful oklahoma.
legendary coach
Anyone still in Vegas? Im coming out for the weekend with my cuz for something to do and to hang out with him cause he has a school reunion out there and wanted to have at least someone to hang out with him if it was a total flop. Looking to meet up with a couple cool LPer if any still there and hang out smoke a couple and chill and maybe go out to the bar for some partying. Ill be staying in the Flamingo and gettin there tomorrow at around 11 checkin into the hotel. PM me with phone number if u wanna meet up or leave a comment or something
If you are coming from USA to EPT Warsaw ( 20th October ) then I have an offer for you! Make 200-300$ without risk! ;o
Im looking for someone who can invest exactly $2050 and have a credit card that has his billing adress registered to his USA adress, due to security reasons:
We ship all orders to the billing address on the credit card. We will honor your request to ship to another address. In order to ship to an alternate address, you need to contact your issuing bank, and have then add the shipping address as your alternate address. This is to protect the cardholder of unauthorized credit card transactions.
I am looking for someone who can buy a watch from a reputable e-seller for me and bring it to EPT Warsaw, where I will pick it up and pay in either hard cash ( euro, $, pln for the tournament, ur pick ) or make a PokerStars transfer when picking it up.
Basically, if u are coming to Poland for EPT Warsaw, u can get a free 200-300$ ( taxes dependant ), risk free.
If you are worried about any risk, I can get ultimate vouchers from this site, who simply guarantee 100% no risk.
Before questions start:
Im doing this because same watch that costs $2k in USA costs $4,3k in Poland.
Yes, I cross-posted this at 2p2 as well, since they have some players that regularly come to EPT's.
If I dont find anyone, then I will just spend more money, but I would prefer to save some cash and let somebody earn some as well.
So... My second shot at NL50 was a failure again
I don't know what's my fucking problem, the moment I open a NL50 table I start playing bad and making stupid plays
I KNOW that what I'm doing is stupid, but I do anyway
I don't know if its because I'm not used to the bet sizes
I don't know if its because I feel that people there are better than me and get scared of then cause I play poker have been so little time
I have to find a way to feel comfortable playing there, WTF