Should i give up?

i cant win

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so basically its almost all nl100, maybe 50k hands of nl200 and 50k hands of nl50

ive been living off rakeback only the last 8 months

stars obviously hate me and really want me to stop raking for them, or they have some kind of evil plan of me playing MORE since i have given up actually winning at this game, so since im not winning i should add more hours/tables to gain more FPP's

maybe thats their plan..

but seriously, i cant win, should i just end the pain? I still "like" poker, in some fucked up way, i like learning and i see myself as a decent thinker/smart guy, and i really think i could beat higher limits if i just could win some of the 80%+ pots


Poll: Should longple give up?
(Vote): yes obviously its not working out
(Vote): no, hang in there bro
(Vote): leave stars forever
(Vote): fuck being a winner, go for SNE


ive been whining alot the last months, ppl probably dont care and im probably just anoying but w/e, even fake sympathy feels good

and I thought i ran bad at -26BI below EV this month...

i will give u fake sympathy

Living of rakeback is nice though....

dont be results oriented, that graph only confirms how solid you are and now much you should have won.

move to euro site, u will probably crush 100nl and 200nl even harder.. and you won't lose much of the rakeback cuz it's ~30% from the beginning

180 buyins behind EV.

This is probably the first time I give my sympathy for someone running bad, because this if pretty brutal

u deserve to whine

suspicious BOSS graph is suspicious.

On June 01 2010 14:01 lucifer wrote: suspicious BOSS graph is suspicious.

yeah, i guess you moved to boss after 400k hands. At boss you cant see mucked cards, where you suck someone etc. so the EV curve doesnt mean anything there

lol so it's not a real EV-graph then?

sick downswing but if what stars says is true you "should" eventually run better

ye sry, i played about 90k hands on boss this year so i guess its not 100% accurate

100k of the hands is played on everleaf network and 450k of hands on stars

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even though my EV graph from boss is pretty accurate since i almost always let my opponent put the last $ in the pot by 5betting 99bb/raising 99bb to get the information of my opponents hands/dont give away info about my hand if i lose

so the only times i dont see their hands is when valuebetting river and they call with worse, not that it woulda showed on the EV graph but w/e

im up ~3000€ on swedish site though, but that fucks up the amounts i didnt include those hands (3k€ = 30000SEK so it woulda fucked it up alot)

but w/e im pathetic crying about this anyways, ive still made pretty decent money compared to my friends working fulltime

isn't this what a lot of all-in preflop coolers would look like?

try switching site, might help ur mindset

sometimes even if ur super good it seems u can't win on a given network, don't know why... has to do with being pessimistic or i dunno, just check out on PTR

takechip and flipokeher

same guy, he just recently quit playing FTP for good, or so he told me ;p

so gross, but keep grinding man
pretty sure you are +ev playing nl100
maybe do what fayth says about switching sites. might help with confidence or something

this is the worst run bad i've ever seen in my life

i cant seem to find the site that'll make me win either ((
this graph is so sad coz id be happy getting this graph over 700k hands with all the rakeback i could potentially get lol im an idiot

i missclicked on poll to quit -.-
fuck no !
hand in there horaaaaa

hope you start running better. grats for not going insane. sickest graph ever