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PplusAD Germany. Apr 07 2007 19:26. Posts 7182 | | |
Okay , i didnt play any poker the last 2 days though i actually planned to play at least 900 hands a day.
The reason for not playing poker is that i have problems with my Ex GF. We split up on 17.January 2007 and i played severel sessions just after both of us had shitty phone conversations.
I felt depressed and my heart was bleeding but i still played Poker .
I realized that i am lying to myself and to her by agreeing to still being friends. And this makes my heart bleed.
Results were devastating - 170$ in 4 Sessions at NL 10
which was almost 2/3 of my Bankroll that time.
I tilt so fucking much when i am depressed due to my Ex Girlfriend.
I just tend to go all in with nothing all the time to just watch myself getting hurt even more T_T (like Emo people cut their arms i bust real money to make myself suffer more when i am allready depressed)
I swore myself to not play Poker the whole day if i should ever have heartache after a phone conversation with her again.
Good thing i managed to keep with this rule 
Problem is she has a new Boyfriend now and is still phoning me all the time saying she wants us to stay friends and then she tells me lots of stories about her new life which simply annoys me to death but i cant tell her.
And she doesnt realize.
It goes like
Patricia : Hi AD , how are you ?
AD : Hm , nice to hear from you but to be honest i dont feel that great. I mean my life is okay but, hm i am still missing you so much. [especially the Sex only]
Patricia : Oh , i miss you, too. You still mean so much to me.
AD : Thx , nice to hear [ i like when girls say that to me]
Patricia : Sad thing is that it dindt work out so well with us in the long-term , but hm it simply dindt work any longer
AD : Yeah , i know we both have to deal with it though its still kinda hard for me [ not having sex with you anymore sucks and acting like being your friend while you suck at everything else but sex hurts myself, too]
Patricia : did i mention i ll go camping tomorrow with my new Boyfriend and some other friends.
AD : Oh you have a new boyfriend ? [ fuck i am jeallous cause i know you ll rock him pretty hard]
Patricia : Yeha he is stupid and all which fits better to me than you did. I hope this doesnt hurt your feelings [ I hope it does ^^]
AD : It hurts [ to know someone else is banging you hardcore while i am not] but i have to deal with it T_T
Patricia : hey did you know that [ insert rnd uninteresting stuff that lasts for at least 30 minutes]
AD : why do you tell me all those things instead of telling your new boyfriend [ unfair ! he gets the sex i get the shitty stuff]
Patricia : Hey ,we are still friends ! and friends are supposed to be able to talk about such things ?
So what depresses me is that i somehow still miss her body so much but know our relationship is over and i wont have sex with her anymore . But most important = i simply hate my new role .
SO the other monkeys have sex with her while i am the one to listen to her superboring stories + i wont have sex with her anymore + she tells me everytime she gotta have fun with other boys.
I lost everything that was worth the relationship
(Sex, Warmth, Kissing , Sex, Blowjobs ,Sex,cuddling , Sex )
I still have all the bad things that annoyed me in the 1,5 years we were together. ( phone calls , listening to boring stories , realizing she is dump as fuck , realizing she has so much money without having to work for it wheres i am so poor compared to her ^^ and lots of other tings)
Problem is i somehow still cant tell her to stay out of my fucking life.
LOl i hate it so much and I feel so shitty after almost every conversation we have.
maybe its cause i cant say it in her face that i simply dont want to be friends with her when being friend means i have to give without getting anything back.
Hm i made a first try today by sending a sms to her saying she is an ugly slut and i dont want to talk to her for the next 3 weeks.
lets see how things develop
Okay this was a superboring story itself
I hope i am in the mood to play some Poker tomorrow
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Sheitan Canada. Apr 07 2007 19:39. Posts 4217 | | |
You know you can fuck her whenever you want ? Heck, i fucked my ex for months after we broke. Just go visit her and when she's alone you go allin pf and you stack her. |
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Ja hunta United States. Apr 07 2007 19:42. Posts 1329 | | |
sad... get over it, get drunk and go fuck some other hoes?? |
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Zorglub Denmark. Apr 07 2007 19:53. Posts 2870 | | |
hahaha love this story, reminds me of me and my ex, I want the sex back!!!! but I can live fine without the other things |
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Emi France. Apr 07 2007 20:38. Posts 280 | | |
| | On April 07 2007 18:39 Sheitan wrote:
You know you can fuck her whenever you want ? Heck, i fucked my ex for months after we broke. Just go visit her and when she's alone you go allin pf and you stack her. |
Same here
But this story is still super funny |
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EmKey Poland. Apr 07 2007 21:10. Posts 643 | | |
tell her you dont want to be friends with her. All or nothing. |
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Loco Canada. Apr 07 2007 21:46. Posts 21016 | | |
AD : why do you tell me all those things instead of telling your new boyfriend [ unfair ! he gets the sex i get the shitty stuff]
hahaah |
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