Sick as a dog

hahi just wanted to know why you offended him, didn't necessarily call you out. it doesn't matter if you say you didn't mean to insult him, your action was offensive. but i don't want to drag this any further, i just thought it was weird and got curious. maybe you just like to troll like you said, i don't know.

I am "soft." The music I like is "bad." I should "kill myself." I am one of these nerds that reads a lot and has formal education but can't see the obvious. The obvious being that I have "low testosterone" but my MD doesn't think it's obvious or likely. She is another one of these nerds that has formal education but can't see the obvious. Even though she is razor sharp in her observations and has been on the ball with everything so far (except perhaps for her Xanax prescription. I am still on the fence about that one).

My guess is drone666 is many times half trolling or full trolling. Maybe he is self-conscious about his lack of formal education. Maybe he was bullied as a youth. Lifting some weights and winning say a dollar per hand and living in say Thailand can give people feelings of being a bit of a tough guy. The Man. I know I felt that way to a degree when I was living in Malta and Buenos Aires. In realty, drone666, you are a belligerent parasite. "Cause you're the man and I'm the man so why don't you stick that finger up your ass!"

Hooker with a penis. You ever run into that problem in Thailand buddy?

I thought I might have fucked a trans woman one time in Argentina but her vagina was immaculate so I don't know. I hear they have the best plastic surgery there and it is covered by health care so who knows?

I am not a tranny chaser though. I feel for them. There was a trans woman in Pittsburgh who apparently wanted to get fucked by me but I just considered her a friend and was trying to help her stay sober and not be so miserable but when the Jesus freaks in the meetings treated her like shit it was a tough one. She had to worry about getting beaten up on the streets or harassed on the bus or mistreated in what is supposed to be a safe zone of an AA meeting.

I'm just sitting here listening to music and dancing like "hah!" I'm soft and cuddly and wise like Balou the Bear. That is what a somewhat crazy at the time black chick in the psych ward told me. I wasn't trying to fuck her. I was just there to help out if I could. There isn't a lot to do in psych wards. So, I passed the time by having conversations. That and reading and art. Kind of like what I do now but I am missing out on the conversations piece. I am looking for more action in my life. I don't think I am really an action junky though unless there is a resurgence somehow. I used to be an action junkie. Once an action junkie always an action junkie?

That is why I worry about the Xanax. I used to drink a lot of alcohol before dates. Like at least a few drinks or shots before the date even started and then I drank somewhat in line with normal until I stopped caring and just drank abnormally. I remember this one date I had 4 Jack Daniels shots before I left and about 10 Jim Beams on the date. It went really well. The more I drank the better things went date wise. I suppose taking a Xanax is better than 15-20 drinks on a date and being an alcoholic.

There was this woman K. K for Ketamine. Ketamine for knocked me out of my socks. She was a hot MD. I mention that to show that I am a baller that pulls high status hot women. She liked to drink. I stopped drinking while I was seeing her. She gave me a lap dance in a club when I was stone sober. The way she would look at me with those big brown eyes it was on. But she probably had about 8 drinks in her. I wanted to put about x inches in her (not 8 unfortunately....). I just had to leave and take a cold shower. Or did I? Is this another example of me being soft?

Maybe I am soft. Maybe that's a good thing. My boners are healthy so who the fuck cares?

Fuck you drone666. You are a belligerent parasite. Actually, I think most poker pros are a worthless cause. Eh, that's a generalization. I knew a lot of really humble, cool poker pros. Most of them no longer play poker. They were still parasites. Who could say no to that life at 22 though? I know I sure couldn't.

Suicide isn't illogical it's just that annihilation is bad. Obviously, if life is extremely bad than suicide is logical. Suicide is still bad. Near death experience can enhance life. Attempted suicide or even getting very close to suicide can enhance life. I have perhaps been the most "productive" in life after a near fatal car accident and when I almost committed hari kari with a Santoku knife in my kitchen. I ended up heating the knife and burning my arm instead which I still carry the scar as a reminder of that night. It fueled my "productiveness" in the wrong paths however. I exploited myself for the benefit of a multinational corporation. I reaped some of the benefits monetarily. $70,000+ with bonuses and benefits and company cars and expense accounts is actually pretty fucking good in Indiana, USA. Except for Indiana, USA is not really the most desirable place to live for who I was at that time. Hell, it's no place to live for who I am at this time.

I am exactly where I am supposed to be. Regardless of if it is trying or full of tribulations. That's life.

Here is the solution to all of yours problems. The life of your dreams awaits.

Beef and benzos. What could go wrong?

"Riding on the coattails of her father Jordan Peterson, a Canadian psychologist who somehow became an internet celebrity for refusing to use the gender pronouns of college students, Mikhaila Peterson is pushing just what the world needs: another unhealthy fad diet claiming to be a nostrum for maladies physical and mental. The "book" admits to simply being transcripts of interviews which are freely available online and blog posts already written on Mikhaila's website.

None of her claims about the all-meat diet (not unlike the Atkins diet or the "caveman diet" are scientifically proven and Mikhaila Peterson is not a licensed nutritionist nor a doctor. Her "credentials" consist solely of her personal experience (note: the plural of "anecdote" is not "data".) Dr. Shawn Baker, who is included in this work to give it the facade of being scientific, had his medical license revoked in 2017, in part for "incompetence to practice as a licensee."

It is irrefutable fact that overconsumption of red meat is condemned by the majority of licensed medical practitioners for, among other reasons, increasing the risk of cancer, a disease of which this book is a good example. This cash grab is undoubtedly attractive to self-diagnosing hypochondriacs and Peterson's confused fanboys, a young male demographic inexplicably attracted to Dr. Peterson's sage advice to "clean your room" and his questionable proclamations about women as "agents of chaos." These aspiring "alpha males" are sure suckers for anything "manly" to the point of being laughably gullible, and therefore easily exploitable, consumers. After all, nothing is manlier than dying early of colorectal cancer or heart disease because you think carrots make you depressed or eating soy makes you effeminate.

It is shameful but perhaps unsurprising that among Dr. Peterson's pithy and paternalistic advice to these alienated young men, Dr. Peterson will not include "eat your veggies" and has instead adopted and supported this ludicrous diet, inviting his credulous audience to develop cancer and diverticulitis for the sake of giving his crackpot daughter a wider platform.

With the holidays coming up, I highly recommend the paperback as toilet tissue for that special someone in your life who has regular bowel movements. Let's hope they don't follow the advice of the book, otherwise their regular bowel movements will be a thing of the past."

This is a great review.

On October 24 2019 18:04 RiKD wrote: I am "soft " The music I like is " bad." I should "kill myself." I am one of these nerds that reads a lot and has formal education but can't see the obvious. The obvious being that I have low testosterone but my MD doesn't think it's obvious or likely. She is another one of these nerds that has formal education but can't see the obvious. Even though she is razor sharp in her observations and has been on the ball with everything so far (except perhaps for her Xanax prescription. I am still on the fence about that one). My guess is drone666 is many times half trolling or full trolling. Maybe he is self-conscious about his lack of formal education. Maybe he was bullied as a youth. Lifting some weights and winning say a dollar per hand and living in say Thailand can give people feelings of being a bit of a tough guy. The Man. I know I felt that way to a degree when I was living in Malta and Buenos Aires.

the obvious isn't that you have low testosterone, was just guess, stop distorting what I said

fyi I've always been a tough guy since my younger days: https://www.liquidpoker.net/blog/viewblog.php?id=973432

On October 24 2019 18:04 RiKD wrote: Hooker with a penis. You ever run into that problem in Thailand buddy?

Why would that be a problem buddey ? who hasn't banged a chick with a dick hasn't lived anything yet

On October 24 2019 18:04 RiKD wrote: There was this woman K. K for Ketamine. Ketamine for knocked me out of my socks. She was a hot MD. I mention that to show that I am a baller that pulls high status hot women. She liked to drink. I stopped drinking while I was seeing her. She gave me a lap dance in a club when I was stone sober. The way she would look at me with those big brown eyes it was on. But she probably had about 8 drinks in her. I wanted to put about x inches in her (not 8 unfortunately....). I just had to leave and take a cold shower. Or did I? Is this another example of me being soft?

you being soft is related to the fact that you keep whining and bitching for years on an internet forum without taking action ( which is something I used to do ) and are addicted to this victim role so people can comfort you and say " its alright rikd, tomorrow's gonna be better hehe, listen to this little song to cheer you up buddy " and has nothing to with any of these random stuff that you posted, you tried to guess already that I called you soft because of Benzo ( wrong, I also do that ), because you go to some therapist ( wrong, I also do that )
now you are just throwing random stuff like the fact that you have small dick out there

I guess is safe to assume at this point that you are trying to troll back and play dumb

On October 24 2019 18:04 RiKD wrote: Suicide isn't illogical it's just that annihilation is bad. Obviously, if life is extremely bad than suicide is logical.

first you berate my suggestion of suicide, then you come and say that if life is extremely bad suicide is logical, do you have the awareness that you are probably viewed by most here as disturbed mind living a life of suffering ? so you basically contradicting yourself since you agree with me, maybe you are implying that you are not living a miserable life, and that can be truth, but if so, berating my suggestion of suicide based on my supposedly misinterpretation of your suffering can only be retarded or troll, since exposing your misery and pussyness is mostly of what you do in this blog

On October 24 2019 18:04 RiKD wrote: Suicide is still bad.

how non experience can be worst than bad experience ? this is one of the obvious stuff that you and the other nerds with degrees don't seem to understand
also the correlation between contemplating suicide and getting rid of this clinging for living, which would lead to a much lighter and less anxious life

On October 24 2019 18:04 RiKD wrote:I almost committed hari kari with a Santoku knife in my kitchen. I ended up heating the knife and burning my arm instead which I still carry the scar as a reminder of that night.

WOW SO TOUGH
finally you got my validation that you've been seeking for
( hope this was a troll attempt )

On October 24 2019 23:12 Loco wrote: Here is the solution to all of yours problems. The life of your dreams awaits.

this was a weak attempt to troll, this carnivore diet is obviously a scam
recently I met a girl who is a therapist and researcher and had PCOS and is completely cured after changing to a diet of high fat low carb, so yea, your diet has very strong impact on your hormones

Joking and trolling aren't the same thing y'know. We know it's obviously a scam. The godawful picture she made for the book cover and the book content (all rehashed interviews and blogposts) are the funny bits that I wanted RiKD and other people to see. Also I'm literally quoting her. On her website she says the carnivore diet works for everyone, solves every health issue, and allows you to live the life of your dreams.

Anecdotes like these are weak evidence that don't help anyone. There's no control group so we don't know anything about whether or not a different diet swinging the other way couldn't do the same thing. "High fat low carb" are meaningless criteria if it doesn't tell us about the quality of the food itself. It can be healthy or unhealthy fats and carbs. Diet influencing hormones isn't very revelatory knowledge.

Ok, i thought you posted that because I said he could fix his super low test with diet

There's some studies about the subject according to her but I dont really care about female hormonal disfunction so didn't bother to read, and high fat low carb isn't meaningless criteria, and in general has a bigger impact on hormones than food quality

drone should instead post a pic that girl's ass instead. that was a fine shot lol

Show nested quote + On October 24 2019 18:04 RiKD wrote: Hooker with a penis. You ever run into that problem in Thailand buddy? Why would that be a problem buddey ? who hasn't banged a chick with a dick hasn't lived anything yet

touché

Show nested quote + On October 24 2019 18:04 RiKD wrote: There was this woman K. K for Ketamine. Ketamine for knocked me out of my socks. She was a hot MD. I mention that to show that I am a baller that pulls high status hot women. She liked to drink. I stopped drinking while I was seeing her. She gave me a lap dance in a club when I was stone sober. The way she would look at me with those big brown eyes it was on. But she probably had about 8 drinks in her. I wanted to put about x inches in her (not 8 unfortunately....). I just had to leave and take a cold shower. Or did I? Is this another example of me being soft? you being soft is related to the fact that you keep whining and bitching for years on an internet forum without taking action ( which is something I used to do ) and are addicted to this victim role so people can comfort you and say " its alright rikd, tomorrow's gonna be better hehe, listen to this little song to cheer you up buddy " and has nothing to with any of these random stuff that you posted, you tried to guess already that I called you soft because of Benzo ( wrong, I also do that ), because you go to some therapist ( wrong, I also do that ) now you are just throwing random stuff like the fact that you have small dick out there I guess is safe to assume at this point that you are trying to troll back and play dumb

I have a small flaccid penis and a normal sized erect penis. "But, she probably had about 8 drinks in her. I wanted to put about 8 inches in her" just struck me as poetic like something out of a rap song but I don't lie and I rarely, rarely troll so I wrote what I wrote.

Show nested quote + On October 24 2019 18:04 RiKD wrote: Suicide isn't illogical it's just that annihilation is bad. Obviously, if life is extremely bad than suicide is logical. first you berate my suggestion of suicide, then you come and say that if life is extremely bad suicide is logical, do you have the awareness that you are probably viewed by most here as disturbed mind living a life of suffering ? so you basically contradicting yourself since you agree with me, maybe you are implying that you are not living a miserable life, and that can be truth, but if so, berating my suggestion of suicide based on my supposedly misinterpretation of your suffering can only be retarded or troll, since exposing your misery and pussyness is mostly of what you do in this blog

Because no one should tell someone else to kill themselves. In many cases depression and/or suicidal ideations can be rehabilitated. Have you ever thought that I come here mostly with my anxieties and restlessness? Maybe I am a disturbed mind living a life of suffering or maybe it is not that clear cut. I typically only get major suicidal ideations when I'm depressed. The depression subsides and I don't want to kill myself. Telling someone with depression to kill themselves is cruel.

Show nested quote + On October 24 2019 18:04 RiKD wrote: Suicide is still bad. how non experience can be worst than bad experience ? this is one of the obvious stuff that you and the other nerds with degrees don't seem to understand also the correlation between contemplating suicide and getting rid of this clinging for living, which would lead to a much lighter and less anxious life

Death is so terribly final. Life is full of possibilities. - Tyrion Lannister

Annihilation is bad. Annihilation is the end. There is no rehabilitation from annihilation.

I never said the contemplation of death or suicide is bad.

Show nested quote + On October 24 2019 18:04 RiKD wrote:I almost committed hari kari with a Santoku knife in my kitchen. I ended up heating the knife and burning my arm instead which I still carry the scar as a reminder of that night. WOW SO TOUGH finally you got my validation that you've been seeking for ( hope this was a troll attempt )

I am not seeking your validation. It was a short anecdote on the closest I've been to killing myself. Not a troll attempt.

it's not at all a case closed argument that death is better than life as a result of non-experience. I'm sure many nerds with degree's have come across that argument though, or at least a similar famous argument dates back to epicurus who thought people shouldn't be afraid of death because it was non-experience, his goal was for people to live a happier life and rid people of their fear of death (which was religiously motivated). Probably some nerds with degree's agree with this world view, but you're presenting it as if the answer is obvious when everything in philosophy is still an open question. You shouldn't really be recommending people to kill themselves based on your personal take on philosophical problems drone. Thought i'd just contribute that.

thats really the book cover? I thought it was a parody its so badly photoshopped wtf

I'd also add to some points people have made above, that while simply being okay with death and therefore not "clinging to life" could be helpful in some ways it certainly is not an overall cure for anxiety.
People have anxiety over specific things whether they mind dying or not.
People also have generalized anxiety that seems to have no direct cause.
A lot of people don't have anxiety issues who are afraid of dying.

I saw an interesting news headline today on developments scientists have recently made WRT anxiety (link from a quick google search ).

I am pretty well convinced that being alive in any situation is a step up from being dead. Obviously things can get really bad and people respond in different ways to extreme adversity - to the point of despair and giving up hope. I don't think that having suicidal thoughts is weak bc it seems to just happen naturally. I do think that it is weak to claim that suicide is a solution. I guess it depends on what one believes happens after death.

just did a google search and the book is fake obv

It's not an "official" Peterson book, but it's not a troll either. The guy who edited it is a massive fan of his (his youtube is 100% devoted to Peterson) and he follows the diet. I'm surprised it's so easy to publish things under people's name on Amazon. He also supposedly contacted the Petersons telling them about the project and claims they both didn't respond. Mikhaila isn't that busy, so she probably didn't mind if she never responded.

On October 25 2019 22:42 Stroggoz wrote: it's not at all a case closed argument that death is better than life as a result of non-experience. I'm sure many nerds with degree's have come across that argument though, or at least a similar famous argument dates back to epicurus who thought people shouldn't be afraid of death because it was non-experience, his goal was for people to live a happier life and rid people of their fear of death (which was religiously motivated). Probably some nerds with degree's agree with this world view, but you're presenting it as if the answer is obvious when everything in philosophy is still an open question. You shouldn't really be recommending people to kill themselves based on your personal take on philosophical problems drone. Thought i'd just contribute that.

can you post a logical argument in favor of saying that having bad experience is better than non experience ? I know that's not exactly the words you used, but just to make it simple
genuinely curious because I can't think of any

I should publish an "unofficial" book of Loco's woke teachings

I'll supposedly contact him and if he doesn't respond I'm sure it means he doesn't mind

On October 28 2019 07:08 drone666 wrote: Show nested quote + On October 25 2019 22:42 Stroggoz wrote: it's not at all a case closed argument that death is better than life as a result of non-experience. I'm sure many nerds with degree's have come across that argument though, or at least a similar famous argument dates back to epicurus who thought people shouldn't be afraid of death because it was non-experience, his goal was for people to live a happier life and rid people of their fear of death (which was religiously motivated). Probably some nerds with degree's agree with this world view, but you're presenting it as if the answer is obvious when everything in philosophy is still an open question. You shouldn't really be recommending people to kill themselves based on your personal take on philosophical problems drone. Thought i'd just contribute that. can you post a logical argument in favor of saying that having bad experience is better than non experience ? I know that's not exactly the words you used, but just to make it simple genuinely curious because I can't think of any

Sorry, i can't post any logical arguments in favour of bad experience over non-experience. There are some arguments that are tenously connected to that one though. There are some suprising views people have on experience though. Some poll's suggest quite a few people would rather live in reality than in a machine that provides the best possible experiences. Im refering to polls done on Robert Nozick's thought experiement 'the experiencing machine'.

https://plato.stanford.edu/entries/suicide/ This page contains a summary of all the arguments in western philosophy on the subject of ethics and considerations concerning suicide. Most of them are quite bad and irrelevant as they are religiously motivated. But the debate is still active with mora/medical considerations about euthanasia.

I would consider two points against suicide:
-people who commit suicide often are not thinking clearly and rationally at the time, and not considering what the rest of their life could be like
-it neglects any responsiblity you have to other people

None of us here know RikD on a close personal level, we don't know his life very well. Nor does he have any responsiblities to us, so no one here should be recommending that he kills himself.

On October 28 2019 07:32 Santafairy wrote: I should publish an "unofficial" book of Loco's woke teachings I'll supposedly contact him and if he doesn't respond I'm sure it means he doesn't mind

It was a wild guess on my part. This fad diet is her career now. She says she has "helped" thousands of people with her beef and salt advice, so it's fair to assume she is looking at every PM/email she gets. When you're a grifter, you never know when someone is going to propose something that helps your "brand", so you gotta stay open.

But according to what I just read now, she did apparently reply to the guy and say he couldn't do it. Who knows who the fuck is lying between the two of these kooks. It hardly matters that Mikhaila didn't publish this, it's not like she has some credibility left to lose, and it's just as funny either way.