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RiKD    United States. Dec 26 2017 23:06. Posts 4528
I am in an airport writing this blog and people watching. This place is packed. I don't want to snort cocaine or shoot heroine. I had a good time with my family. I could also duck out and read some Foucault or watch a Corey Anton video on YouTube. It was fun talking to my brother-in-law about cryptocurrencies. I heard the McAfree guy predicted bitcoin would be at $1,000,000 by 2020. I am definitely going to start tinkering around finding some alternative coins that I like.

All in all it was a pretty good trip though. Laid back for sure. I was in a onesie for a day and a half. That or sweatpants the whole trip. It was good seeing my family. It felt like I didn't talk to my brother all that much. I was mostly hanging out with my sisters. I stayed at my sister's because my sister-in-laws brother got drunk and threw a fit that he was not getting the room with the queen size bed so I just said whatevs and slept on my sister's couch. Dude is definitely a problem drinker having a hard time with life. There is a standing offer to go to AA meetings but after Roderick it is almost like what's the point. The point is having a worthwhile project of helping people and making friends. I have a desire not to drink and that is all I need for membership. Now, whether I will "belong" or not is another story.

My flight is delayed an hour so that is just one less hour of sleep I will get so far. We'll see. We will see. We will see is all I can say many times in life.

Women in yoga pants with pronounced buttocks. I can't help it if the eye is drawn to such objects.

I packed my damn headphones in the checked back. Fuck.

I don't know if there is anything I want to discuss. "Discipline and Punish" by Foucault but I am not really far enough into it. I changed my mind on it. The history of the modern soul is a pretty fascinating topic.

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RiKD    United States. Dec 29 2017 02:01. Posts 4528

A woman is more than an object but an ass is not.

I will try to keep this one short and not too deranged but I really think deranged may be what people want. I am just wandering man. Hanging in there. My biggest decision right now is whether to go to an AA meeting or stay in and read "Discipline and Punish." I could write more but why? Again, I don't really have a lot to discuss at the moment.

I guess I am looking for poetry. Poetry and Bitcoin tips. I want to purchase Bitcoin and invest in some of the alternative coins that I like and go from there. I want to do this through reputable options.

Is Coinbase the best wallet?

Binance kind of worries me being based in China? It is also not working for me.

I guess I go with Bittrex then?

Fuck. Now my internet is acting up. Probably all the music I was playing on YouTube. Oh well, I'll click send and maybe lose this but I have to restart my computer.



RiKD    United States. Dec 30 2017 05:14. Posts 4528

I didn't really want to go to a meeting tonight but I didn't really have anything better to do. I did everything at the house, I did pretty much most things on the internet, or rather I didn't need to spend anymore time on the internet.

I heard what I needed to hear though. Some guy was talking about not being able to look at himself in the mirror and I was there big time. It humbles me. I have my problems today, my trials and tribulations but I can look at myself in the mirror and know I am doing my best. It was a little disheartening with the human connection. Anytime I take some time away from AA I come back to this God cult. It's just how I perceive it after not going for a while. I spoke with some people before the meeting. Certain people didn't say hi to me which is kind of childish but sometimes you get this idea in your mind of the progress you make and in reality I don't know people too well in Charleston. After the meeting I didn't really feel like hanging around making small talk so I just left. That may be a reason I don't know people better but it is just who I am on this night.

I was not quite ready to go to sleep. Tomorrow could be a tough one. A lot of the time I get at least a little bit of anxiety about the next day. I can only do the best I can. First things first. Easy does it. These are sort of mantras I can utilize.


bigredhoss   Cook Islands. Dec 31 2017 00:01. Posts 8584

Why don't you use your money to move out of your parents' house instead of investing in BTC or trying to hit the lotto with some other coin? It would do way more for your self-esteem.

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Trav94   Canada. Dec 31 2017 04:07. Posts 1697

Just be really careful what alt coins you buy. Alts are in a bubble, and most of them will crash and die within a few years


RiKD    United States. Dec 31 2017 22:15. Posts 4528


  On December 30 2017 23:01 bigredhoss wrote:
Why don't you use your money to move out of your parents' house instead of investing in BTC or trying to hit the lotto with some other coin? It would do way more for your self-esteem.



I have enough money to invest in BTC or trying to hit the lotto with some other coin. I don't have enough money to pay 1st and last month rent, security deposit, and monthly rent. BTC and alt coins are kind of a fun hobby learning about it and I think having some skin in the game adds to the enthusiasm/interest.


RiKD    United States. Dec 31 2017 22:17. Posts 4528


  On December 31 2017 03:07 Trav94 wrote:
Just be really careful what alt coins you buy. Alts are in a bubble, and most of them will crash and die within a few years



That's the fun. Picking the coins that will not die. The odds could be like 1 out of 10 or 1 out of 100 but the payoff is nice. It is a classic great gambling situation. Risking a little to win a lot.


 





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