http://mentalshowers.liquidpoker.net en-us Mon, 11 Jun 2018 22:55:58 +0000 https://www.liquidpoker.net/blog/viewblog.php?id=1157888 kevin52193 I feel cramped. I have the blinds open, and the sun is glaring at me. It feels good, but i know there is so much more to be had. I am typing out on here, as one of the few means that i still have, to express myself and have open communication with those around me. Because i have been sheltered for the past couple of months. I want to say that i've only been playing this silly game, and that... Mon, 11 Jun 2018 22:55:58 +0000 https://www.liquidpoker.net/blog/viewblog.php?id=1157888 https://www.liquidpoker.net/blog/viewblog.php?id=1157820 kevin52193 We do what we do, not realizing our suffering. I tell you. It is that which turns and keeps all doing what we do. It hides, it binds. It is not for our good. And so, why is it that we keep moving towards this direction. It is clear, this is not the path. For it is among the very failures that we have felt that have told us of our own shortcomings. It is futile, it is pointless. And i wake... Fri, 08 Jun 2018 16:53:08 +0000 https://www.liquidpoker.net/blog/viewblog.php?id=1157820 https://www.liquidpoker.net/blog/viewblog.php?id=1157743 kevin52193 It's been a long 14 hours, maybe even 16. I don't know, i can't really count right now. My wrist is numb, my back aches, and my fingers are sore. Hell, i don't even know what day of the week it is. All i know is, i'm tired, and i want to go to bed. That's what happens when you run these tireless, automatic programs in your mind for the entire day. It's all just non-stop clicking, and once... Mon, 04 Jun 2018 06:37:06 +0000 https://www.liquidpoker.net/blog/viewblog.php?id=1157743