Hey LP,
I decided to make a better blog from now on. I will post positive things, thoughtful experiences, good info, etc. I don't have anything prepared for today, but I will try to improvise.
Very often we see people on the internet (LP included) that seems to seek only to put others down, critic negatively and make fun of others. We see it everywhere: youtube, 2p2, facebook and even 9gag. I have to admit, I was like that once and sometimes I still have to control myself to not be like that again. I have to actualy take a deep breath, think again: how can I turn this into a positive experience? How can I help improve this persons life? why do they have this point of view? Usually a mix of those go through my mind whenever I'm having a mindful interaction with anyone.
This change in perspective wasnt something out of nowhere. It came in a moment where I was a bit lost in several aspects of my life. I had just ended a complicated relationship, my parents wanted me to move back to my hometown(I didnt), I wasn't doing very well in poker (and poker is a big thing for me) and my daily job wasnt something I could see myself doing for life. I needed a change, but I wanted to change everything, I had just started modeling but it wasnt something I had on focus at the moment.
I started reading Logosophy and got into it for quite some time. Logosophy basically teaches the ultimate goal should be the mindful evolution of man. I had to drop Logosophy at one point cause there is a point that Logosophy starts to treat more spiritual stuff, and as and Atheist I couldnt accept any of that without further evidence that what I was reading was real. But the main thing got stuck with me: I wanted to be an amazing human being. I want to be a great son, brother, friend. I want to be wise, to understand everything around me. Yeah I know some of you are probably laughing at me thinking: "lol and you believe in the reptilians". Well I do, I have my reasons but lets not touch in that subject anymore. I said what I had to say about it.
This single decision: to become an amazing human being changed everything. I feel like I have total control of my destiny, like I'm the owner of everything around me. It is an amazing feeling. Before this I would look life in a way that I always had a certain goal that I wanted to achieve, and after that single goal I would be a very happy person. Now I feel like I'm achieving amazing things everyday, I learned to enjoy the journey.
Also,
This is a cover Music Video that me and my friends made. It is pretty cool, take a look.
Nothing is what it seems to be
All of this is an illusion
All you think you know
All you experience
All you fear
All is none
And it is all connected
Once you see it
Infinite Love
Seek the truth
Do or do not, there is no try
But I'm just crazy
MTTs variance is crazy, but I've been trying to put as much volume as posible. I'm moving up very slowly cause my BR management is very tight like I said in previous blogs, but once in a while I take some shots. I've been playing about 700+MTTs/month, playing 4 to 5 days a week.
I've been very productive since coming to bangkok, making the most of my time instead of just procrastinating. When I not playing poker I'm modeling or having fun with my friends and gf in bangkok. Life has been great here, nothing to complaing about.
I also decided to take the advice of the byrnersam thread about porn. I used to watch porn quite often (like 2 or 3 times a week) and after reading that thread I was surprised about all that info, started looking for more info about the subject online and decided to take a shot and stop the wanking and see what happens. It has been about a week since the last time I did it.
My BRM only allows me to play up to $22 frezouts and $5 rebuys but today I'm gonna take a shot @ the SCOOP Main Event $109. Wish me luck!
Cheers guys.
hey guys,
we decided to start a prank channel on youtube like the PrankVSPrank channel. We are gonna prank each other and post the videos. I'm done with the lame old pranks, we are gonna do actual good pranks, I have some ideas and would appreciate if you guys help me with some.
