http://agentice.liquidpoker.net en-us Fri, 31 Dec 2010 09:15:56 +0000 https://www.liquidpoker.net/blog/viewblog.php?id=944683 AgentIce So it's been an interesting couple of days for me. Yesterday after not sleeping well for 5 or 6 days I just had enough and the pain I was in was just getting unbearable so I went to the hospital. I couldn't take another day of it. Well turns out I had a fever of 102 and I was dehydrated which makes sense because I've been sweating profusely ever since I stopped taking the Zoloft. They put me on... Fri, 31 Dec 2010 09:15:56 +0000 https://www.liquidpoker.net/blog/viewblog.php?id=944683 https://www.liquidpoker.net/blog/viewblog.php?id=944148 AgentIce So it's been a while since my last update... so much has changed for me. This will be long but should be a very interesting read. If you have any interest in psychology, brainwashing, overcoming great difficulty and pain, self discovery, the vulnerability yet strength within us all, and the indomitable will of the human spirit, then read on... For the lazy people out there, Cliff notes: Br... Tue, 28 Dec 2010 09:26:13 +0000 https://www.liquidpoker.net/blog/viewblog.php?id=944148 https://www.liquidpoker.net/blog/viewblog.php?id=910150 AgentIce I've been too ashamed and embarrassed to talk to my friends for a while now. I'm on a big downswing at life, I made promises I couldn't keep and lost the respect of some close friends. I'm not sure they even want to hear it, but I owe them an explanation so that's what I'm setting out to do with this. First off brief background, I've been playing poker for about 8 years now. I'm a winning p... Wed, 18 Aug 2010 01:41:09 +0000 https://www.liquidpoker.net/blog/viewblog.php?id=910150 https://www.liquidpoker.net/blog/viewblog.php?id=815025 AgentIce Today I realized that I have been insanely bashing my head into the wall over and over with the hopes of getting a different result. I did the same thing at poker for a while, until I realized the only solution was to not let my emotions get to the point where I tilted in the first place. I had to identify my triggers that resulted in me getting in a negative emotional state. As soon as I reall... Wed, 04 Nov 2009 01:47:56 +0000 https://www.liquidpoker.net/blog/viewblog.php?id=815025 https://www.liquidpoker.net/blog/viewblog.php?id=780907 AgentIce Had some rough days past few days, stuff I can't really go into in a public blog, needless to say hopefully that's all handled. It should be. I did play a little bit the past few days, with good results, my new work ethic and way of approaching the game seems to be doing well. I actually am enjoying playing poker for the first time in ages :) It wasn't accidental either, I had a very toxic atti... Sat, 15 Aug 2009 04:32:30 +0000 https://www.liquidpoker.net/blog/viewblog.php?id=780907 https://www.liquidpoker.net/blog/viewblog.php?id=779519 AgentIce Had some arguments with the gf a couple days ago, got me pretty upset and I really didn't want to work. Also didn't want to spend the rest of the day upset, so I got some weed. It did make me feel a lot better, but it's definitely a slightly -ev move on my hours. I only got about 4 hours done the past few days. Granted the first day I took off wasn't really related to weed. Today though I could... Wed, 12 Aug 2009 03:39:04 +0000 https://www.liquidpoker.net/blog/viewblog.php?id=779519 https://www.liquidpoker.net/blog/viewblog.php?id=777950 AgentIce Played about 2.5 hours today, ran bad in the first session making a few annoying mistakes and was a bit annoyed but still playing good, then in the second session I made a really stupid mistake for a stack. I called a 3 bet IP with TT v someone with 20/18 stats, 4.75 aggression, and 8.5% 3 bet who 3 bets me from the BB. My plan was to call flop once and try to keep the pot small, folding to... Sun, 09 Aug 2009 03:07:32 +0000 https://www.liquidpoker.net/blog/viewblog.php?id=777950 https://www.liquidpoker.net/blog/viewblog.php?id=777501 AgentIce Pretty decent past few days, been slacking on updating the blog though. Had to deal with some distractions that cost me hours too. Did 4 hours on wednesday, made about 320 so it was a nice win that day. Some friends showed up and I spent a few hours with them, had to put my foot down and say I had to work though. That's not something I would have done before, I only would have done about 2 h... Fri, 07 Aug 2009 23:56:07 +0000 https://www.liquidpoker.net/blog/viewblog.php?id=777501 https://www.liquidpoker.net/blog/viewblog.php?id=775900 AgentIce Played 5.5 hours today, not a ton but not bad either. Made like 260 or so too so tomorrow should be less stressful. Had a bit of a scary start though insta losing two stacks v some idiot who can't fold Q9h and JT all-in pre v my AK. Always nice to get the loose action, just a lot nicer to win :) Wed, 05 Aug 2009 03:16:49 +0000 https://www.liquidpoker.net/blog/viewblog.php?id=775900 https://www.liquidpoker.net/blog/viewblog.php?id=775349 AgentIce Well, ok, honesty and stuff. Well I'm writing this a day late because I was embarassed. I ended up smoking weed both days and not doing crap. I was really nervous about playing yesterday because right now a loss would really suck psychologically and financially. I also just played bad two days ago, although I felt I could play a solid game yesterday, but there is always the worry that becau... Tue, 04 Aug 2009 04:03:55 +0000 https://www.liquidpoker.net/blog/viewblog.php?id=775349 https://www.liquidpoker.net/blog/viewblog.php?id=774220 AgentIce So I got up at about 1 pm, I actually woke up at 10:40 orginally but decided to sleep some more. I payed the rent, payed the bills, made breakfast then started playing. Did a couple hours, made some moves I regretted though. One hand a guy had 20% 3 bet, was playing very aggro. I raised button with AT, he rred me from bb, I decided to call figuring my A or T would be good a lot if I hit and... Sun, 02 Aug 2009 04:38:22 +0000 https://www.liquidpoker.net/blog/viewblog.php?id=774220 https://www.liquidpoker.net/blog/viewblog.php?id=773821 AgentIce So I have been slowly getting my discipline back and playing more poker, but I have been wasting too much time. So my plan with this blog is to make public my efforts, both good and bad, in order to hopefully motivate me more so I can write something good. :) Today I had planned to play, but I got sidetracked when going out with my girlfriend to do some shopping and to go to her bank to get ... Sat, 01 Aug 2009 05:30:54 +0000 https://www.liquidpoker.net/blog/viewblog.php?id=773821