feed from k4ir0s blog 2008-10-02T05:44:16+01:00 text/html 1970-01-01T00:00:00+01:00 k4ir0s http://k4ir0s.liquidpoker.net I was grinding NL25, then this one guy challenged me to HU after winning a pot from him. I accepted his offer and played NL50 HU with him. He sucked out twice, I lost ~70$, then got pissed and went to NL200. I continued losing there, eventually lost more at NL400. -1150$, 270$ left in my account. I dont know what to do anymore, I need some advice... Im 20years old, I live off disability for a few minor things. I dont have a job, I dont go to school and im in debt ~750$. What do I do? If I get a job its gonna be for like 3.50$/hr max, cause disability takes 1/2 and I've never worked a day in my life. I dont have money to pay for college. I could get my dad to pay, but he's a schizo drunk/controlfreak who would cut me off the moment I dont visit him. Do I continue trying in poker? I was a winning player at NL25 FR, but I just cant fuckin control myself sometimes. I dont know what to do...I dont know why im crying on here, I guess im just looking for some life advice. =/ text/html 1970-01-01T00:00:00+01:00 k4ir0s http://k4ir0s.liquidpoker.net I need 85$ on paypal to buy HEM, my trials done :( Ill ship 90$ on stars to whoever wants to trade. Ill send first, known posters only please!:) text/html 1970-01-01T00:00:00+01:00 k4ir0s http://k4ir0s.liquidpoker.net Are my stats ok? I dont really know what to look for since I just got this HUD not to long ago. I'd appreciate any help I could get! :) http://s236.photobucket.com/albums/ff96/k4ir0s/?action=view&current=stats.jpg