feed from nite blog 2008-10-01T23:30:24+01:00 text/html 1970-01-01T00:00:00+01:00 nite http://nite.liquidpoker.net [URL=http://img140.imageshack.us/my.php?image=hand022ol2.png][IMG]http://img140.imageshack.us/img140/1791/hand022ol2.th.png[/IMG][/URL] ..yes. I'm overwhelmed.. don't have nothing to say really. I have no idea about anything. I don't even know anymore if I'm running bad or not, coz this is lasting a while compared to anything so far. I mean, if someone knew for a fact that this is just tougher games, I'd quit poker now and never play again coz frankly.... meh.. it doesn't matter. I'll move down tomorrow. text/html 1970-01-01T00:00:00+01:00 nite http://nite.liquidpoker.net Fuck this game. I hate it. I hate it because it's so fucking hard to tell if you're playing wrong or if you're running bad. I admire all the downswingers who manage to play their game normally believing in themselves. I admire all you guys who managed to get good by yourselves. I feel I need a need a coach coz I can't learn this way. My last blog entry was about how bad the players at NL20 are. They still haven't convinced me they don't suck, all I know I'm on a 5BI downswing and I feel overwhelmed because a 5BI downswing after moving up feels like shit. I'll post my hands from today on the forum and I won't play till my head is balanced again. FUUUUUUUUUUCK! FUCK FUCK FUCK! So frustrated..... I want to really to know this game inside-out, I wanna see the ones and zeros all the time, I wanna be the Neo of Poker. I wanna learn the whys, becauses and if-thens of poker. I don't want to doubt my game, I want to be sure. If you know you play well, you wouldn't mind losing 90% of your BR coz you'd know you'll get it back thru discipline. I hate doubt. text/html 1970-01-01T00:00:00+01:00 nite http://nite.liquidpoker.net Wow, today was my first day at NL20 and from what I've seen, it's a fuckin joke over at ipoker. So many idiots it's fuckin hillarious... I have to dumb-down my NL10 play strategy to be able to milk these idiots the most. At NL10 I used to tweak my play to suit my position VERY much. UTG I'd maybe open 10% hands, cutoff was at aroun 30% PF raise, and button ~40%. At NL20, players per flop is WAY above the NL10, so I totally tightened up my range, and I'm not so cute on the button anymore. 2 high cards -> raise, hit flop, bet pot, bet pot, bet pot and watch villan show 3rd pair shit kicker. I don't CBet missed flops, unless very safe. I think I could cruise these stakes without making a single bluff, or maybe even semi-bluff. God, I hope every day continues like this one. Time will tell I guess. A few semi-bad-beats happened, and it's the reason I'm at only 9PTbb/100, but since then I modified my play a bit coz I realized who I'm dealin with.